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Firstly I need to address Ms Beckie Smith.
You Beckie, Well, I am really really lost for words where you are concerned.
All that you and I have talked about, laughed about, cried and to the point that I have sobbed to you because of how I have been treated and for you to swear on your MOTHER life that I can only hope and pray that your MOTHER is no longer a live for you to say such a macabre thing to say to a grieving MOTHER that you fooled me into believing that your main and only concern is that I am a grieving MOTHER.
What most do not realise is that I am what this system made me and that is to NEVER EVER EVER TRUST ANYONE who works within the Government or who is there fighting for those who murder/liable for such things as my child abuse I suffered my whole life to know that the way even the courts systems work who have let me down so bad in all i have ever suffered in all the injustices that i have had to live with and carry on regardless.
Those like yourself and Clair Johns who were the Kindest and the Nicest two that showed me compassion, understanding, gave me time and heard all that I have been saying for 3 long years to have all just totally play me like a fool.
Here is a list of all that I now find so so so insulting to the point that I am going to walk in off the street and I am going to walk into Mr Walkers court room of NO LAWS to follow and I am going to do as I am forced to do seeing as all that I send for the attention of Walker is just not and never ever has been addressed or ever dealt with but to have me sitting her like some STRAY DOG waiting and begging to be feed.
You said that I am to blame you Beckie if what is not on those disks to come back to you and this will be explained.
Well now I see why you have said that.
There has been a hell of a lot that I had said in that inquest that is not included in those courts transcripts and one massive big mistakes is leaving out my objections to what Alpesh Mistrey had said when he claimed that he had come to my home at 3pm when we all know the FACTS the TRUTH is he came to my home approx 8:30am Saturday morning and not 3pm in the afternoon.
I made it very clear at the inquest in front of Jennifer Gillian, MPS and their law team, as well as Mr Walker that what I had said that followed Alpesh and his out right lie under oath has been taken out of the court transcripts.
I am not going to give the long list of things that have been taken out / left out what ever way you want to put it, that this on it's own is a million percent against the laws of this land.
If I had handed those disks over to a lawyer without us going through them then you just tell me what conclusions the lawyer would have come to when going through all that he would never ever have known what has been said from myself AMBROSES' MOTHER who was there from as early as 5/6 hours of my son going missing.
Every single word that was said at that inquest has to be included in those disk for a true and honest fair out come in order for the right thing to be done and you all have denied my son his last human rights as well as the justice that I have no intentions of ever giving up until he does.
The mere fact that you Beckie as well as Mr Lovatt both have full knowledge of every single thing that I have ever made known so has Andrew Walker and I do not accept or even care how all have that one liner "well I was not here then so I can't talk for what went on then"
However Ms Smith, you were quick enough to tell me / remind me the first time we spoke when you returned to Barnet court that is was you who attended the PM.
But you have nothing what so ever about the blatant deliberate change of information as well as the wrong D.O.B that has just been totally brushed off as if all this has no bearing on what you all are part of and that is sabotage and the worse treatment I have ever had to witness from those who are to do with the murder and the justice of my first born just to cover up and protect the metropolitan police of Enfield who helped to kill my son and dispose of his body.
Can I just remind you Ms Smith of all you have had full knowledge of since you and I had met:
This is the conversation in ref to the CT scan report and the wrong details even after it was amended:
This is the day after we viewed my sons BMW when I called you Ms Smith:
This is that horrible day at the car viewing:
So knowing all this to then have you tell us this:
That is when the real shit started with Lawrie Rotch.
He may have retired as has Victor Olisa whose command this was all under as well as that old man Bernard who commissioned this filthy act but as God is my judge if I have to go to another country to make this CORRUPTION go so load to have my son get all that you all have robbed him of then so be it.
None of you are getting away with this, that much I give my life too.
So the fact that I was so so so HAPPY that you Ms Smith had returned and Lawrie had gone that now I will see some kind of justice because Beckie Smith is back and if anyone is hearing me Beckie Smith is.
If anyone was going to get Mr Walker to see what i believed Lawrie had not passed over or made known to Walker so I had put the last bit of of my HOPES and FAITH in you Beckie Smith who was the only last one left that I had to TRUST, not wanted too, but had to just to get the right things addressed being all that you all have just played with me to the point that I am sick to my stomach in how you have all played me, my whole entire life!
But to think for one millimeter of second that I am going to just sit back and allow you all to do this to my baby, well you all have got me and the LOVE I have for the one person who was my back bone who , without, my life is nothing!
This is us telling you Beckie just how far the MPS have and still are as I type this to you are having me stopped from getting the truth out there yet not a single word I have ever told you have you taken on board, none of you have.
I am a HUMAN BEING FFS, what the hell is wrong with you all!
Email telling me you Ms Smith are no longer at Barnet court:
This is our first conversation Beckie that you and I held when you returned.:
Yet still not a single word has been dealt with in any way shape or form:
So now as you kept on saying that you are here now that we can now move on.
Again I have had to call you Beckie to try to understand why you and I had to start from the beginning knowing that you had full knowledge of all that has been so wrong. I still after you told me all this, I still trusted you to do all that you said you would do.
You have admitted their are issues and yet none of those issues have been addressed apart from trying to cover up the truth.
How could you say all this Beckie?
You have said there is no URGENCY when I am here with a body in a morgue and is all I have had is nothing but disrespect not to just myself, but what you have allowed to happen surrounding my son death, this Ms Smith and Mr Lovatt is never going to happen.
This is yet another convo between you and I Ms Smith about coming to collect disks that we had been asking for for almost 2 years:
I am not here to just sit and talk:
Again here you are Beckie trying to convince me that all has been done and still telling me about the funeral. I have made it so clear from the day we have met that this is all wrong.
So why after this convo am I still sitting here?
But to leave me as you have without so much as a phone apart from rushing me to have that body defrosted only to rob me of my last chance of having my own FIRST independent PM with someone , not the Government or anything to do with Haringey and the MPS to have anything to do what has yet again been denied me and my son of every single human rights we are entitled too.
I am going to say this for the very last time.
"I AM NO MONKEY WHO SEES AND SAYS AS I AM TOLD"
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